Recently i have noticed that i am recieving less replys to my posts, even though some of my recent posts have been in the vein of reciving a response.

as such i have come to a conclusion that i am in fact a ghost

you may now worship your gooey white liquid friend

I ask and yahoo delivers

BEAVER

Today is sunday, two days before school comes back. and i couldnot be more depressed.

i missed so much of this year already that i doubt i will be able to deal with the onslaught of work i will have to do when school returns, i am also very much alone in the school enviroment.

on the last day of electronics i was given a aid to try and help me, but of course this just made me sad and emabased (im sick of being the oldest kid in my class and the only one that struggles with work)
whats worse is that electronics is what im best at because its just computing and making videos.

everyone ignores me, i cant be botherd doing work and my english teacher hates me because im always absent or late.

ive come to the end, either i succed with re connecting with society or i blow myself out of it.

either i live happy or a die sad

i dont want to live like this anymore, its been 15 years of heartbreak and torment, i have been to hell and came back a more distrubed person, i have nothing but one chance to become a half normal person.

on tuesday i will go to school and i will work, try and talk with classmates and just try and become a more positive person.

im not concerned, for this motivates me to suceed.

but if this fails then im killing myself, this sadness will end one way or the other.

I goofed

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Its cold, yeahhh

Hello, fellow naw granders
for the past year i have been interacting with the community and i belive i have blended into the crowd, so much so that i even posted my 600th comment today

Now this event made me feel kind of old but thats irelevent, what is relevent however is a secret i have been keeping from you guys.
so today i will tell you this secret that i wish you had known from the beggining, and hopefully it will bring us even more closer together

I
AM
A
LESBIAN

So i have been waiting for months now and this morning it happened

I got a PS motherfucking 3, and im loving it

so far i have the console and Rachet and Clank future: Tools of Destruction.

i was skeptical about the PS3, about how it would look in SD with my shit TV and numerous other concerns but once i started playing i relised that it was well worth it

so now im downloading Home (mainly to see how its graphics are in SD)
and tommorow im going to fill up most of the 120GB HDD with music, videos and demos
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TL:DR feels good man

Bread rolls

Hey all.
I will be absent for the next 20 days for personal reasons

i may still make the occasional post in the forums but no new news posts

Hello everyone, i bring bad news.

i am currently in pain around my lower right area, i have no idea what it is but its killing me.
i know my kidneys are around there but i dont see why it would be that so i then thought it could be about my apendix, i hope its neither, actually i hope its nothing but its been a day and im still in pain/ this pain came after two days of back pain

im almost crying thinkin that i may need surgery

NG please reasure me this is nothing, im staring to lose my mind