school started for me today and it was hellish, everyone in my class is either a idiot or the 1 silent genius

every word i said all day was muffled

so i just deleted all my old (so called) friends off facebook because there in different classes now and there were never my friends in the first place

at 3:00 i left the school and started walking on my way home, as i did so i met a mother waiting for her child. she asked me where the year 7s usually exited from and i told her the gate behind her and she believed me (though it is possible for them to exit from there its not the main exit)

im dissapointed but ive tried to think on the brighter sides off this year such as getting a laptop and doing a computer course (somewhat like flash but im not sure what exactly)

plus its only the first day, so im hoping i can connect with them better, or maybe ill just give up, im not sure right now

So the new apple tablet has been revealed and its called the...... Ipad which is strange because i rarely hear the word pads (except with tampons) so when i heard that steve was gonna call this thing the Ipad i immediately created this (in brilliant MS paint)

I...what

hmmm at least its not a window

Today is sunday and i go back to school on friday leaving me with 4 days of holidays left.

though the interesting thing about this is that Week A consists of only one day then i start properly on week B

so im kind of nervous about seeing what class im in and doing new classes (like film and technology) but i think that after the first couple weeks ill adjust (hopefully)

most annoying thing about going back to school is most likely that i wont be able to waste my time online a much as i usually do but i can always just hack my (given) school laptop and enter NG so its all good
:z

Christmas 2010, because im getting a PS3
i could get one this year but if i did i would get nothing for Christmas (my birthday)
so despite it being 300+ days away i am happy knowing that i wont be bored for my 16th like i was just weeks ago on my 15th

so what are you looking forward to this year?

So i start school again in 20 days but im mixed on how i feel about this new year

im looking forward to a new start but im dreading my new class, because though i wont be in the same one as that kid i know it will be a gamble as to who will be in the same class as i and if i will enjoy their company

but logically i suppose theres a good chance that there will be a few kids in my class that i dont exactly hate

so hows everyone doing at their new year at school?

So as you may already know i live in a location surrounded by disturbing and interesting neighbors

here is a list

The single mother who lost her daughters and is now pissed at my sisters friend
the young retard that is constantly talking nonsense near my home
the perfect family whom we see rarely (but does exist now and then)
the old bitch that killed my dog. and who may even be the reason i was imprisoned
and of course the aged retard who would constantly annoy me, thankfully though he died last year (see previous posts)

now my family have not interacted with these neighbors in over 2 years but today my sisters boyfriend (who is a kind of vain carebear) decided to park near my house and as he parked he got in a fight with my neighbor so long story short he pissed her off and now my mother is thinking about moving or otherwise the cops may come and thats hardly positive

so in a few months we may move

but this means that it will take me longer to get to school (hoping of course i dont have to change schools) and i will have to get used to my new neighbors not to mention my new house

i have lived in this house for the past 6 to 7 years and i have gotten used to it but of course i have to look towards a future and not just sleep in the past

so 2010.....tis a rocky new year

So i have been 15 since Christmas and have only recently regained interest in this site so i returned and made this post

so hows everyone else doing?

Wow so last night im in the car with my mother as we are driving home, and we start a conversation but moments later as we approach my house i see flashing red and blue lights behind us so we stop and the cop gets out and greets us then asks if my mother has been drinking to which she replies no he then asks her to count to ten into some device, she counts to 6 before it starts beeping but the cop assures it means nothing and then we both drive away

has anyone else ever found themselves in this kind of event?

(also 15 days till christmas)

Random question:

is anyone else currently in a heated environment?

So its saturday for me and i hate it because i just ended a bloody fight with my sister

you see she asks if she can watch a video in my room and i say no so she calls me a retard and fucking pisses me off so i run up to her and tell her that she can just watch one in the lounge room, which she responds by attacking me so i attack her we begin a brawl things are thrown broken my mother is trying to stop us, and admittedly i should have just stopped being the older brother i am but im not going to be my sisters bitch so we had a final fight where i brutally bashed her face and she grabbed my neck so now i have a line of pain on my neck and it feels uncomfortable to breath
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im also paranoid now considering that neighbor of mine died a week ago, so that means my neighbors could at any time call the police and then its all fucked up
and with only 33 days till Christmas i dont need this shit on my mind driving me to worry
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all because of the goddamn heat as well

Discuss i suppose (i honestly need to distract myself)